LA in Two (orchestral) (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: u and me, but mostly me - 2020)

When you're talking, I'm staring through thin air to nothing
When I wake up, I'm crawling right back in the covers
Maybe I'm scared of building up 'cause I won't jump in
You know I try, but I just don't think I can trust it

And part of me wants to stop
But this just ain't good enough

A generalized state of nothing' to lose
But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, no
'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm making my move
I'm just tryna get to LA in two, but don't wanna go without you
And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah
'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Fear of missing out makes me miss how it wasn't
Whenever I take my time, I'm wasting my resources
Living without you isn't really what I want, yeah?

And part of me wants to stop
'Cause what if I fuck it up?

A generalized state of nothing' to lose
But what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
And I'm terrified that I'll never choose, yeah
'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm making my move
I'm just tryna get to LA in two, but don't wanna go without you
And I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah
'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I do?

Tell me to give it up
'Cause when does this even stop?
Can't tell what feels right or wrong
I can't leave here if you won't go

A generalized state of nothing to lose
But what if I, what if I, what if I do?
I'm terrified that I'll never choose, now
Yeah, what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?
Maybe I'll cross that line one year when I'm making my move
I'm just tryna get to LA in two, I don't wanna go without you
I'm terrified that I'm gonna lose, yeah
'Cause what if I, what if I, what if I, what if I do?