Oh My Heart

(album: just calling to tell you i'm ok - 2023)

I keep spending
I keep spending all my days
Walking around the same street
Tryna figure out how I got here
And I've been afraid
That my thoughts are catching up to me
And I'm running round and round in my mind

And my room is a mess but I'm doing my best
And I'm so out of breath, out of breath
And my body is tired
And my car wouldn't start, am I falling apart?
Oh my heart, oh my heart, oh my heart
And I'm sorry, I tried

And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best just tryna survive
Maybe if I'm honest
I'll get to where I'm trying to find
And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on

I keep spending
I keep spending all my pay
Drink it away, same old mistakes
Maybe I'll deal with it on another day
And I've been afraid
That my thoughts are catching up to me
And I'm running round and round in my mind

And my room is a mess but I'm doing my best
And I'm so out of breath, out of breath
And my body is tired
And my car wouldn't start, am I falling apart?
Oh my heart, oh my heart, oh my heart
And I'm sorry, I tried

And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best just tryna survive
Maybe if I'm honest
I'll get to where I'm trying to find
And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on

And I'm trying
To keep my head up
But I'm finding
It harder to breathe
I'm trying
But it's not enough
It's taking me so long to see

And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best just tryna survive
It's gonna take me a moment
Some nights it's like I'm losing my mind
And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on

And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best just tryna survive
Maybe if I'm honest
I'll get to where I'm trying to find
And I want you to know that
I'm doing my best
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on

I keep waiting
For that feeling
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on
I keep waiting
For that feeling
But it goes on and on
On and on and on and on