Hits me

(album: heart theory - 2020)

Ain't supposed to be going out
I'm supposed to be crying at home
Ain't supposed to be having this much fun
When I just got my heart broke

It might look like breaking up is easier for me
But you can't always believe what you see

I'm happy 'til it hits me
We're nothing but history
It's too late to go back there again
We're better off as friends
And I can stay distracted
Like nothing ever happened
But that's until it pulls me under
Wondering if you miss me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me

I ain't looking for a rebound
I'm just trying to do me now
Oh and honestly I'm trying to learn to live this life without ya

It might look like letting go is easier for me
But you can't always believe what you see

I'm happy 'til it hits me
We're nothing but history
It's too late to go back there again
We're better off as friends
And I can stay distracted
Like nothing ever happened
But that's until it pulls me under
Wondering if you miss me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me

So you know I'm gonna turn it up
So you know I'm gonna dance all night
So you know I'm gonna act like you're the last thing
That's on my mind
'Til it hits me
And I turn on the radio
And I can't help but listen
And admit it, I miss you

I'm happy 'til it hits me
We're nothing but history
It's too late to go back there again
We're better off as friends
And I can stay distracted
Like nothing ever happened
But that's until it pulls me under
Wondering if you miss me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me

So you know I'm gonna turn it up
So you know I'm gonna dance all night
So you know I'm gonna act like you're the last thing
That's on my mind
'Til it hits me
I'm happy 'til it hits me, hits me, hits me