Paranoid

(album: ASHS - 2021)

There's something in the air, I'm feeling weird, I need some help
Can't help but look at all my friends like they're becoming someone else
I'm just tryna find the exit, case I need to take off running
Ain't it funny how they love you till they pull the fucking gun out

No one makes it out so I know there won't be a witness
I know people who know people, who've been taking care of business
And they always say they love you but they're never being honest
We just smile while we bury all our demons in our closet

I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware
When I need you, you're never there
Stop tryna convince me that you care
'Cause the truth is that if you did
You would be here, but you're not here
I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware
When I need you, you're never there
Stop tryna convince me that you care
'Cause the truth is that if you did
You would be here, but you're not here
No, I'm not paranoid, I'm just

A little bit confused because you sending different signals
Everybody's got a side, the truth is hiding in the middle
I don't know you, you don't know me, so don't ask me no more questions
I don't trust, the words your saying, I do not know your intentions

I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware
When I need you, you're never there
Stop tryna convince me that you care
'Cause the truth is that if you did
You would be here, but you're not here
I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware
When I need you, you're never there
Stop tryna convince me that you care
'Cause the truth is that if you did
You would be here, but you're not here
No, I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware

Voices keep telling me that I should leave
Everybody's watching me, I'm still here, I shouldn't be

I'm not paranoid, I'm just aware
When I need you, you're never there
Stop tryna convince me that you care
'Cause the truth is that if you did
You would be here, but you're not here
I'm not paranoid, I'm just a