Parachute

(album: Nothing's Out To Get You - 2019)

Been a few days now
And I don't wanna think about it
It's not that I moved on
It's just that I haven't faced it
You told me you loved me
I said I had to think about it
Stayed in your hometown
But I kinda missed the distance

Maybe it's my fault
I took you so high
Didn't think this through

Pull your parachute
Sorry I couldn't choose how
I'm letting you down
So pull your parachute
Let the wind swallow you now
You're safe on the ground

But no one told me it would be this hard
To watch you fall

I thought it would hurt less
If I was the one to end it
I'm used to the darkness
But this time it's feeling different
So let all your friends know
I'm the reason you second guess
Anyone else
Anyone else

Maybe it's my fault
I took you so high
Didn't think this through

Pull your parachute
Sorry I couldn't choose how
I'm letting you down
So pull your parachute
Let the wind swallow you now
You're safe on the ground

But no one told me it would be this hard
To watch you fall

I hope I don't regret it
One year from when I said it
I'm sorry this is not what I thought it was
I know you said you're better
So why can't I forget it
I'm sorry that I'm not who you thought I was

Pull your parachute
Sorry I couldn't choose how
I'm letting you down
So pull your parachute
Let the wind swallow you now
You're safe on the ground

But no one told me it would be this hard
To watch you fall