Chamomile

(album: When You Run Away, Do You Close Your Eyes - 2022)

Great, isn't it great
To be held like your sister's baby
Hate, you said you hate
When I just lay there like an empty body

But I don't listen and I don't care
I don't like it, so get me out of here
I don't listen and I don't care
The smell of smoke
The taste of chamomile

I don't listen and I don't care
I don't like it, so get me out of here
It's all so distant and I'm so scared
The smell of smoke
The taste of chamomile

Oh no, think I'm in trouble
Ten long years inside of this bubble
Haha, look at him struggle
Fuck my mouth and feed me your knuckles
Oh no, everything crumbles
You found me inside of the rubble
Haha, look at me struggle
Begging for help from someones who's dead
I'm trying to decipher things that you said
But they only exist inside of my head
So no, I don't want to be calm anymore

I don't want to be calm anymore
I don't want to be calm anymore