Monster

(album: 20Flaw7 - 2018)

They made a monster out of me
They put a shard in my back
They gave me to the count of three
Cause I got some blood on my hands
They made a monster out of me

For every no that I ever heard (Yeah)
Every doubter that I ever met (Yeah)
Tell them I remember every word (Yeah)
I really wish that I could see their face (Yeah)
That ain't the purpose that I want to serve (Yeah)
I just really want to tell them thanks (Yeah)
For telling me that I'll never get a turn
(Ahh they)
(They made a monster out of me)
For the ex's that want to see me fail
Reckless until I'm in a cell
Sending texts like "Imma need me bail"
Well I guess this didn't pan out
I'm on the guestlist off the cd sale
And I ain't even want to kiss n tell
But I been through hell, and I know
(They made a monster out of me)
For my old friends that used to sit and laugh
About all the dreams I used to say I had
Never thought their face would ever split in half
See now I'm not around, never come around
I'm too good that I forget to add
Did what I had to do and subtracted you once I did the math (Boeh)
(They made a monster out of me)
Every empty promise, empty dollars
Every lie that was followed after let's be honest
Every plan that was put together just for commas
I've been praying for the best regardless
Telling God let 'em sleep in their best pyjamas
Nightmares of me winning is the best of karmas

They made a monster out of me
They put a shard in my back
They gave me to the count of three
Cause I got some blood on my hands
They made a monster out of me
They made a monster out of me

For every time that I ever felt pain
That I ever felt life was a living hell
Feel like I already failed
Didn't know no one to tell
I would always sit and dwell
About life
And how my back really looked from the knife
How my scars really looked to the wife
I can't even tell the truth to the mic
Just know
(They made a monster out of me)
Don't know who's who from the new school
But the comments on the youtube
Saying "Diss them, do what you do"
If I choose to, it's a lose-lose
Cause my new views stopping new views
And these loose screws
Give me new tools
To make new rules
Cause I know
(They made a monster out of me)
For the stans and the fans
That be filling up the stands
With a cam in their hands
Leaving comments on the gram
Telling me that I'm the man
And keep sticking to the plan
Helping me to feel alive
While my head is in a jam
Thinking bout the days that we started in the van
Performing with the band
But we never saw a band
God damn I don't think you understand
(They made a monster out of me)

Every empty promise, empty dollars
Every lie that was followed after let's be honest
Every plan that was put together just for commas
I've been praying for the best regardless
Telling God let 'em sleep in their best pyjamas
Nightmares of me winning is the best of karmas
I know, I know

They made a demon out of me
Then they put a cross on my face
They put a search out for me
Cause I got some blood on my hands
But they would see me when I'm coming
I'll be laughing while your running (Ooh)
But you won't see me when I'm coming
I'll be that monster you've been wanting (No, no)