Broken Lives And Stolen Peds

Look
Yeah I'll be riding round
All I see is hatred in my fucking town
These days they laughing usin needles from the fucking ground
I'm tryna turn this shit around
Nights up in that trap but I weren't selling brown
My brother S was selling brown
I don't want no fuckin crown I just want my paper
And I be rocking Vapors, tell that prick there ain't no favors
Roll around like sergeant major
Fuck a bitch and fuck a hater
Balling like a Laker
Fuck a snitch and fuck a traitor
Used to serve it like a waiter
With that food we used to cater
Knees dancing like some ravers
I was packing like some quavers
Bro this shit's so real
So I said fuck it then
Broski if they fuck with us then trust me we gon' fuck with them
Don't tell me 'bout no reoffend
Old school I'm so MSN
Rolling in that Beamer or that Benz shit same dream again
I'm chatting to some fiends again
Stabbed me for some weed again
Told me I ain't feeding them
Now Lily wants to feed again
But she's just tryna dream again
Said she try go clean again
David's being mean to them
And she just wants to leave and then
I'm fighting against my feelings
When they know I'm just a kid
But these fiends bro they chat shit and make up stories for a trip
I was fifteen so not a prick
Like Justin Bieber was my trim
I was so harmless 'til Jett's friends they brought me in G
In my little life of sin
Now I got darkness in my head
From all that stupid fucking shit I did for bread
Like what the fuck [?] lead
And all these cunts that say its mumsy's fault
I promise she's done everything for me
Like she's done everything for Jett
I weren't that cool kid in my school
But I was known for some artillery instead
This little street kid was ahead
Trapped inside that bando
That's my brother with some fiends
And like humanity like Ted
Trapped inside that bando
That's my brother with some fiends
And like humanity like Ted
That's broken lives and stolen peds

And all these man they think they gangsters
They ain't got blood up on their hand just someone's bank card
See I got blood up on my hands from auntie's man's yard
Had to cut him up 'cause he made auntie hang no lanyard
Bro I'm no gangster gangbanger I'm not none of that
But touch my fucking family see that sentence Imma run it back
Still got demon's in my head from when I used to trap
But karma's real cause my own brother's addicted to crack
Nine to five now
Tryna make it right now
Since I saw my brother overdose I had to pipe down
I'm reaching for the sky, yeah I'm reaching for them stars
I guess I'll laugh and just contemplate how it happened from the start
I'm so real to the brim and I'm so real to the bone
I would never condone
The life that I live, it's just the roads
'Cause I was rolling up them paper planes
Trapped up in that fucking maze
Thoughts up in my mind, couldn't find, nearly went insane
Buses never got the train
Mummy thinks that she's to blame
Ain't seen my brother since the last time he try cut the chain, shit
Look, ain't seen my brother since the last time
And I don't need no fucking Gs up in my life
'Cause I got noth' for them
All them countless times got in fights and all got cuffed again
Listening to Potter in the whip
As Will puffed a peng
Brought up in this violence, age fiifteen when I first bust a skeng
BoyzIIMen, Brothers in Arms
Steady my palm, clap back, sound the alarm
'Cause y'all know that I'm young but I live life so fast
All these bitches tryna at me they don't know my past
And you don't know my path
And I won't ever give my seat up I'm so Rosa Parks
I'm so Tony Stark
'Cause in my mind I understand but other people just laugh
Been cold from the start
Snap bang broken your arm
Them little cunts that robbed me
All them others that tried
In my eyes you ain't no man you just a bitch with a knife
'Cause I could fight to the death, and do it all for my pride
But I'm the only fucking reason that my mummy stopped crying
And I'm the only fucking reason that my brothers alive
'Cause if we didn't have that chat he could be hanging tonight
So open your eyes
I'm slowly fucking losing my mind
The only way is this music to keep me outta this life
And I'm trying
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