Blind

(album: Panic - 2020)

I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Writing every verse till it resonates
Driving buck forty on the interstate
I got a bottle on the dash hit the cruise control
Running from my past but I'm all alone I know

Close my eyes don't wanna think about it
I just can't get around it
This life I wish I had it gets me mad I haven't found it
But still I sit here doubting
All of these pills I'm drowned in
I keep on kicking but damn the water is crowded

I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Cuz I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Everybody talks like they've been through hell
Battling the thoughts that say kill yourself
I know the pain will never leave till I hit the wall
I feel like giving up but night goes on and on

Close my eyes and go back in time
To that night I crashed and died
One step before the fall before the wall when I had a life
But now I'm trapped inside
I'm one pill passed the line
Society's eyeing me that's probably why I've been dying

I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Cuz I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Wearing red to a bull fight
Got me down but I feel high
Can't see through the dark night
Through the dark night

Cuz I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away

Cuz I'm blind lost inside my head
And I can feel the end it's coming after me
And I can't walk away