Accepting My Flaws

(album: High Off Life - 2020)

Was there to see all of the real raw shit, but you ain't stay
Well, I got— kept it all to myself, you know what I mean? Haha
It's understandable
You know exactly who a motherfucker is, though
You know what I'm saying?
You know exactly who a motherfucker is
You could've been right here with a motherfucker, but you ain't wanna be right here with a motherfucker
How the fuck you gon' look at me now and try to holler at me like we motherfucking friends?
You know we ain't no motherfucking friends

Yeah, nigga
You know how I fucking get it
I know I ain't perfect, you know what I'm sayin'?
Perfect
That's my rider, nigga (808 Mafia)
Shawty, ride with me

Lord, forgive me, I've been on a rampage
Grim Reaper riding in the Rolls Royce, yeah, yeah
Spent a day to sober up, then I popped me one up
I can't pop up when I want with her, she popular
I've been tryna fight my demons, I've been tryna fight my cup
I always tell her she my therapy, I told her it was rough
She accepting all my flaws, I got diamonds with the cut
I've been suffering withdrawals, missing out on real love

Different, you a angel, true to me
They gon' try to convince me that it's different
But I know, it's in my spirit and I can feel it, yeah
She don't bring up when these bitches being miserable and typical
Take my blood, baby, we going digital
Thousand dollar ski boots by Perry Ellis
And I don't plan on taking no ski trip, they even drip (Woo)
Chanel fanny pack out in Egypt, ain't no reason
Gucci bucket hat for all my heathens
Temporary distractions, ain't no grieving 'cause they reaching
Copy and they clone what I'm feeding, they be thieving
China white in my home, be strategic, I gotta feed ya
Grind up on my own 'cause I see how they mistreat me
Don't you let 'em turn you on me, I see it, I can peep it
Pill like white Patron, I can see it, you conceited
Talking on the phone, and yeah, my tone mischievous
Plastic or the chrome, whatever we need to keep us heated
Canary yellow stone, girl, shine on my demons
I feel it in my bones when you taking out my semen
I purchased a couple Cashmere sweaters this evening
Take you for a walk in the park like a deacon
Half a ticket, pulling up on you and mamacita
Give you the keys in her face to show her how I treat you
I'm taking you out on dinner dates, got Franklins like Aretha
Trained in the war zone, codeine in my one liter
Pain in my attitude, it's vicious and it's lethal
Came off the avenue and ran into a diva
Broken-hearted, baby had me down, had to get you
You out the garden, baby, I'm from the jungle with the leeches
Clouded my lungs up and I slowly started speaking
Rain, thundering, showing you grace for this meeting
Giving you compliments throughout that day and the weekend
Fall in love with revenge, hoping that'll kill my demons
Sitting out on my porch, I'm in disbelief
Give me glory, give me Lori, that's victory
I'm gonna drop your name, is it chemistry?
Fuck this money and fame if it's meant to be
Like a rock star showing up at a symphony
Rock hard, pissing on my enemy
Fuck 'em all, we don't show 'em sympathy
Her favorite color blue, I bought her Tiffany
Out the trap spot, I got my dope degree
They persuaded me, they gon' try to persuade you, believe
Had laid it and played it and stayed in it for weeks
Mistakes like earthquakes, they can't break us a piece
I'm not Catholic but had to have a talk with the priest
Acrobatic flips, getting European cash 'cross the seat
It's so radical, automatic-al, I'm knowing we elite
Fascinated by the lifestyle, you know it bring greed
Fascinated by your fiestiness, okay
Fascinated over your crisis, it's warfare
When we roll one, we converse, we like orphans
Coast to coast, float the ocean like a starfish
Check my post, I'ma toast to the heartless
That's why I'm praying for better days on this continent
I don't need a ghost to write my promises
You boost my confidence

Lord, forgive me, I've been on a rampage
Grim Reaper riding in the Rolls Royce, yeah, yeah
Spent a day to sober up, then I popped me one up
I can't pop up when I want with her, she popular
I've been tryna fight my demons, I've been tryna fight my cup
I always tell her she my therapy, I told her it was rough
She accepting all my flaws, I got diamonds with the cut
I've been suffering withdrawals, missing out on real love