Control

(album: Mellow Drama - 2015)

Everything's alone, it's just the way I left
I can't even trace where this other life began
Driving down the same old street
Sometimes I forget to breathe
But you won't ever hear me sing this one again

Far back in my memory I hear your words
But somehow someone's poisoned me and now they're cursed
Father, Son, and Holy Ghost
I would never let you go
The only way it'd work is if I were provoked

O you had control
O so long ago

As hard as you can try this heart of mine won't break
Go ahead and knock me down there's so much I can take
I know that you wish me well
But darling I can never tell
It's tricky when your love is just some cry for help

O you had control
O so long ago
O you had control
O so long ago

Our pieces lingering in my head
Like rotten leaves you're choking me with the stench
Now I see so far down this road ahead
It doesn't mean whatever the hell we said

Rain is falling here on this other side of town
I'm sure that it's clear wherever you are right now
Say you don't believe in me
Just so I can finally leave
'Cos you're the only thing that's keeping me around

O you had control
O so long ago
O you had control
O so long ago