Did It To Myself

(album: Freckle Season - 2020)

I woke up to empty bed
I took a walk to clear my head
I wished you were there instead
But then I shook it off
What the hell did I used to do
I'm even starting to speak like you
And now you're living in my memory
Living in my mouth
Living in the four fucking walls of my house

I feel like a let down to not be your friend now
I feel like a let down and now you're gone, gone, gone

I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I

Your personality's split in two
I fell in love with the half of you
And when you told me what you went through
I couldn't brush it off (brush it off, brush it off, brush it off, brush it off)
I wonder what are you doing now defeats the point of shutting you out
And now my part of London feels so haunted
You gave me a power that I never even wanted

You said I feel like a let down to not be your friend now
I feel like a let down and now you're gone, gone, gone

I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I
Oh, I did it

Oh, my god you're everything I know
Let it sink in right now
Oh, my god you're everything I know
Get ready for the come down

Did it to myself
Did it to myself
Did it to myself
I know I
Did it to myself
Did it to myself
Did it to myself
I know I
Did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I did it to myself
I know I...
I know I can't blame nobody else
Did it to myself
I know I

You said answer honestly
And I went with option b
I lost you and you lost me
I can't shake it off