Push & Pull

(album: First Goodbye - 2021)

I don't wanna be mean
But lately I don't feel the same
When you come by
With flowers every week
And when you write me your love letters
Am I going insane
I don't know why
I'm feeling this way
When you're so nice
To me you're so sweet
But when it's just you and me together
I feel so distant

I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose feelings for you
But when you try so hard
It's hard not to
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away
I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose track of time
But a minute feels like an hour in my mind
When I'm with you
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away
Pulling away

You're doing everything right
Calling me twice every night
But it's too much for my heart to take
I guess I'm just so used to it
Breaking

I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose feelings for you
But when you try so hard
It's hard not to (mm, yeah)
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away
I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose track of time
But a minute feels like an hour in my mind
When I'm with you
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away
Pulling away

Wish that I could tell you to just chill out (wish that I could tell you)
I don't wanna be the girl who breaks it down (I don't wanna be the girl)
I could end it all but you're too good to say goodbye (you're too good to say goodbye)

I-I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose feelings for you
But when you try so hard
It's hard not to (mm, yeah)
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm pulling away
I don't wanna lose
I don't wanna lose track of time
But a minute feels like an hour in my mind
When I'm with you
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away

It's the push and pull babe
And I'm telling you I'm pulling away
It's the push and pull babe
And I'm sorry but I'm pulling away