I'm A Disaster

(album: The After Party - 2014)

I'm your very own personal distraction.
The kind who a normie would call a disaster.
I can't get you out of my head.
You're digging through my brain and taking what I've said.
Some things are better not remembered at all.
Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws.
Why cant you just take me for what I am?
Just take me for what I am.

I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. I'm never changing.
I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. I'm never changing.

I'm a disaster.

Some people wonder,
How I can fall asleep at night.
I'll rest in pieces feeling right.
One step to far.
One breathe too late.
I've hit wall. I cant escape.
I'm screaming out.
I'm screaming out!

I'm a disaster!

I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. I'm never changing.
I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. I'm never changing.

I'm a disaster.

I'm looking into my soul.
I see this stranger.
I'm looking back at myself.
Who is this creature?
Reflecting back on my life,
Through this mirror.
I'm looking down at these scars...

I'm a disaster...
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. It's time to change this.
I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. It's time to change this.

I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. It's time to change this.
I'm a disaster.
I'm a fucking mess.
Always losing. Always bruising.
Never faked it. It's time to change...

Its time to change this.