Oxymoron

(album: Fear Me - 2016)

Come on, take over me
Fill me with rage again
I want this bitch to meet her fucking end
Fill me with delusions, illusions
Just numb my conscience
This won't end in resolution
Final demise is the only solution
(It creeps up my spine)
I break in through the back door
And wade my way through the crowd
I see her standing with her friends
Ignorant, head in clouds
God if you're out there
Now is the time to step in
Stop me before I put this bitch's face to the cement
(If my mother knew what I'd do next)
I'd be put down like the dog I am
(No guilty consciousness)

I'm not just in your head
I am the drive that wants her fucking dead
I'm not just in your head
I am the drive that wants her fucking dead

Take this from me
You prey like a vulture on my humanity
What you left was a hole in my chest
It's filled with hate, and won't let me rest
So numb the pain
Give in to my disarray
I'll take what's left of your humanity
Yeah!
(She goes to make a call)
Please stop me God
I can't give in
(Revenge is mine)
I'll leave her corpse by the roadside

I drag her from the pavement
And throw her up against the wall

"Yeah do it, Jay
This bitch acts like she owns it all."

I draw my gun but her friends come out
And try to fix the situation

We fought for it and shot her friend instead
Another fucking accident

She's shocked by what I've done
And in the pause I drop my gun

"Reach into her chest and rip out her heart
An act of aggravation"

We stand in the pouring rain
With blood pooling at my feet
Her friends question why I did it
I grabbed them by throats and said

"I am the reaper. Fear me, motherfucker."
Run to me, I can't feel a thing

Take this from me
You prey like a vulture on my humanity
What you left was a hole in my chest
It's filled with hate, and won't let me rest
So numb the pain
I gave in to my disarray
I took what's left of your humanity