addict to the pain

(album: thorns - 2018)

[Guccihighwaters:]
Trap myself in the dark to record
Been feeling like the end
Since the day that I was born
We tore apart our emotions
Like, who are you?
I don't think we've ever spoken
16 skatepark I was smoking
19 same park heart broken
Pale boy red eyes smoke had me choking
But this year I prayed my eyes never opened

Addict to the pain
U can call me gucci
But I'm broke
And ain't no ice cream on my face
You don't get the refrence
Google search gucci mane
I don't want the fuckin fame
I just wanna feel okay

Alright I feel better
I just wanna vent
Cus my thoughts
Keep me tethered

[Grievingseason.:]
She said "I don't love you anymore"
"I think I need something more"
My heart is on your bedroom floor
Its where I left it once before