Mum

(album: When Facing The Things We Turn Away From - 2021)

Mum, I'm sorry I stopped calling
Don't know what the hell I was caught in
Can't stop dreaming of chandeliers
And your voice is all I hear

I'm so heavy
Jump into my ocean
Can't you see me sinking?
Love the fear of falling
Don't you know I'm too young?
Can't you hear me calling you?
Nothing hurts me now

Mum, I'm sorry I'm still falling
I'll be home December morning
I keep these dreams like souvenirs
Always ringing in my ear

Yeah, it's in my head and I'm shutting it out
Can you hear?
Can you hear me?
All the things I did just drown it out
Just drown it out

I'm so heavy
Jump into my ocean
Can't you see me sinking?
Love the fear of falling
Don't you know I'm too young?
Don't you hear me calling you?
Nothing hurts me now

Trying to find the way it was
Trying to find the way
Trying to find the way it was
I see you in everything
Trying to find the way it was
Trying to find the way
Trying to find the way it was
I see you in everything