Applause

(album: Impatiently Waiting - 2013)

Now I've been around the block a few times
Never ever coming off of my grind (my grind)
I did this music shit all on my own time never begging anybody for a dime
I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause
Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah yeah I deserve an applause
I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause

They clapping for me
Better back up off me like a father always fucking paying alimony
I stand alone and I fail alone
So when I start to blow don't hit up my phone
None of y'all know the real me, open ya eyes wondering why
The government cooking up that humble pie
Serving us lies we just little flies
It's something way bigger and something way stronger
So how do you guard us prepare for the worst
Thought this was a blessing but now I'm just questioning everything I do
I'm always so nervous
Where is the surface, I feel like I'm drowning
Love Mary Jane I can't live without it
Live to see 30 years old yeah, doubt it
Shows getting crowded smoking that loud
But time is right now there is only one shot
Like Biggie and Pac and Cobain and Nom
The person that realized tomorrow ain't promised
Facing my fears were smoking the finest
The industry blinded just a reminder
I almost got this shit down to a science
Being defiance smoking that fire
Fucking these bitches who look like Mariah
Carrying my team all the way to the finish
I'm testing my limits y'all talk it I live it
I'm counting my breaths, minutes till death
I'm coming next loaded with stress
Sometimes felt happy but mostly depressed
Just cause I'm all buzz these bitches undress
And wanna have sex, y'all think that's the best
That really ain't shit
I need a real chick that will ride till my death

Now I've been around the block a few times
Never ever coming off of my grind (my grind)
I did this music shit all on my own time never begging anybody for a dime
I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause
Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause
I deserve and applause, I deserve and applause

All these opinions everyone judge me
People who hated me suddenly love me
But back in the day they were quick to say fuck me
Working for everything, never been lucky
Mirrors are broke, this ain't a joke
My momma is smoking that dope just to cope
Always on the road and away from home
I do this shit for my girls and my folks
I feel so alone
The hatred I'm lying
And I'm going everywhere at the same time
Smoking that line I grew up around
Man Biggie and Pac
[?]
People who hate me, we have that in common
Putting my all, into this rhyming
Looking for God, been needing a sign
I'm outta my mind, I'm outta my mind
Been working so hard and getting this bread
Y'all bitches can't kill me I'm already dead
Enough with the threats, I'm so far ahead
Come to your city, your girl give me head
Rolling that weed and getting so high
They say I'm not number 1 but that's a lie
Cause I'm number 1, 2, 3, 4 and I'm 5
Stop killing my vibe, stop killing my vibe
I think that I'm fully not open to mankind
Enough with the lies, it's time for the truth
And that's what I'm spitting when I'm in the booth
All hells breaking loose, I'm making the news
I'm breaking the rules
I'm waiting for who? I don't have a clue
I'm staying so true
The wife and I 'bout to blow up
But who would have knew, who would have knew

Now I've been around the block a few times
Never ever coming off of my grind (my grind)
I did this music shit all on my own time never begging anybody for a dime
I deserve an applause, said I deserve an applause
Yeah I deserve an applause, yeah I deserve an applause
I deserve and applause