Wait Till Tommorow

(album: Beautiful Struggle - 2014)

I don't even know what's right anymore, I'm so stressed out
Ripping up my lyrics, torn my pad and put the pen down
My mother and father been telling me that I'm too worried bout being the best out
Reaching up under my bed, pulling my shoebox, pulling my Tech out
Police and paramedics rushing to me as I bled out
I'm hearing God calling my name, or is it the devil, I can't tell now
You've been offering me bitches and fame tryna get me to sell out
They say love is stronger than death, I'm struggling hard just to have a breath out
Come walk a day in my chuck t's
These stomach pains don't go away until I fall asleep
I've seen doctors, I've popped pills, ain't nuthing work
I thought this bullet I just took would fucking stop the hurt
I'm having panic attacks like ten times a day
Every single fucking second tryna find a way
Just to catch my breath, but I'm attacked with stress
I can't breathe, I can't sleep, so I just lay awake
Fuck, on the ground and I'm barely moving
They say if God brought you to it, he can bring you through it
I hope that's true, I need that shit to be true
I heard suicide won't bring you to heaven, that's why I'm standing thru it

If can make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
No one gets what I am going through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow

Self inflicted violence, I hear the sounds of the sirens
This ain't how I picture dying, I see my parents both crying out
At my funeral, life is brutal but beautiful
Why I chose this industry, I should have worked in a cubical
I should have worked in an office, nah, fuck that shit
Music's my calling, I swear every single day I wake up fucking feeling nauseous
I see God and his angels and the devil holding his pitchfork
I gotta get the fuck up, I got way too much shit to live for
I'm ready to fight for my life and what's ready been dealt
I don't know, but since it start
I need to get up for my fans and family, they counting on me
We piss poor
And my girl, she's my world, should have hold yo hand and kissed you more
I'm sorry bout all of the arguments, I'm sorry I always got pissed off
My body's numb, I see the light, the time's frozen
My mind's floating, the gates open, my eyes closing
The Lord's my light, the Lord is my salvation
The Lord brought truth to my life
So what should I be afraid of?
Not love, not life, not fear, not commitment
Not death, not heights, not tears or religion
Nor rejection, not failure, or getting plagued with an illness
When I'm gone, don't you ever question the fact that I'm the realest
Muthafucka

If I can make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
No one cares what I been going through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow
If I will make it through another day and night
I'll be stronger, maybe I just will survive
If I can wait till tomorrow, forget all of my sorrow
No one cares what I been going through
I'm just tryna get over these blues
But I just need to wait till tomorrow
Just get a chance till tomorrow