Worth Livin'

(album: Forgive & Regret - 2020)

My life, my life
Worth living
Like to do before I die
It's time to get it
When you look me in my eyes
I'm never kidding that I hear you telling lies
I ain't tripping
My life, my life

They don't want me, my dreams haunt me
And my momma say she lost me
I don't give a damn like Cardi
You can't play me like Atari
If I said it then I meant it, there is no need to say sorry
I'm way uglier than Ken but my girls still look like they Barbie
Mind is racing, losing patience
Every day I'm elevating
See success around the corner, right now I can almost taste it
Sorry momma, I'm a goner
I have to get these commas
I'm already stressed, I ain't got no time for your drama
I'm too crazy, you can't save me
And my mind's a little hazy
Used to ride the bus, now I got the keys to that Mercedes
Head so clouded, always doubting
All the friends that I'm surround with
Used to feel like I was drowning
Happiness, I'm great I found it

My life, my life
Worth living
Like to do before I die
It's time to get it
When you look me in my eyes
I'm never kidding that I hear you telling lies
I ain't tripping
My life, my life
Worth living
Like to do before I die
It's time to get it
When you look me in my eyes
I'm never kidding that I hear you telling lies
I ain't tripping
My life, my life

Think I'll go back to my old ways
You taking advantage like always
Your album sound like my throwaways
You think that I'm trusting you, no way
Think I'm turning to a savage again
Hope I don't lose all my passion again
If I don't slip up, I'll be back in a sec
Swear I think I should be packing a TEC
I live in this time, behind the enemy lines
I think it'll never be fine
You think that you having my heart and my loyalty
But you will never be mine
You better by lying, you outta your mind
If you really want it, come step to the kid
'Cause right now it feel like I got nothing to lose
And I feel the pressure 'n shit
I climbed out the hole, still got my soul
Now I feel like I'm in a second abyss
It's taking a toll, got longer to go
I'm praying to God that He letting me live
Don't make me flip the switch, I'm sick of this
I'm pissed as shit, I'll pistol whip then plead the Fifth
[?] reload the clip, I'm so legit
Talk shit, you could hold my dick
Insane in a membrane
I'm a sensei in a Bentley
Feel [?]
My [?], you dumbo
I came out the rubble from the struggle, never stumble
You don't know what it takes to be me
You don't even have a chance to beat me
20/20, still you can't see me
20/20, still you can't see me

My life, my life
Worth living
Like to do before I die
It's time to get it
When you look me in my eyes
I'm never kidding that I hear you telling lies
I ain't tripping
My life, my life
Worth living
Like to do before I die
It's time to get it
When you look me in my eyes
I'm never kidding that I hear you telling lies
I ain't tripping
My life, my life