I'm Scared

(album: Hoku - 2000)

I don't know where we stand anymore
You've got one foot in my life
And the other's out the door
And I can't believe this is happening to me

Deep inside I've wanted to believe
That somehow, maybe someday
There'd be some one there for me
And I hope I haven't lost my chance

I don't want to wake up to reality
Of you not being here with me
There's so many possibilites
That we let slip away
And if you're heart could speak
What would it say
You're scared to say you love me, I'm Scared
Will you always stay
You don't have to run away

I wish I could believe in what I feel
I've been fooled so many times before
I don't know what is real
Maybe I'm just fooling myself

I've been running out of reasons to let go
Tried opening up my feelings
But your door is always closed
And I find myself dreaming my life away

You don't have to worry
Cause I'm running out of reason to say no