I Didn't Want To Name It

(album: Neutrality Acoustic - 2019)

[*laugh*] I wanna die
I'm just waiting to go home, where ever that might be
Depends on the day, the time, the place, the possibility
And I'm moving away and its kinda got me stunned cause I'm
Moving 2 hours north of Indy paying way too much rent a month
And I can't wait for a change
And I can't wait for a change
And I've been kind of overthinking my self worth
Turns out the people you went to high school with don't determine your place on earth
And I know my self for being who I'm not
And God I hope I change my ways at least before I rot
And dear God I pray let me change
Cause I'm not much of a prayer so please consider this [?]
And I've been trying to figure out
Where the hell I might have gone wrong
Sitting in the back of this van, listening to old Foo Fighter Songs
Suddenly I'm a clean freak, rearranging my room
But really I just need, I just need
Something to do
And I been making progress since August
And lately I feel like maybe I'm just not cut out for this
And maybe all this bad luck is just Karma
For when I used to be a piece of shit