New Year's Eve

(album: Night Therapy I - 2021)

Am I dressed up to bid you farewell?
Drinking champagne on top of your shelf
Will I still love you like this when it's midnight? (Midnight)
Watch the seconds, they're moving so fast
Am I a fool if I'm stuck in the past?
Will you still love me like this when it's midnight? (Midnight)

Don't need therapy to give clarity
Let's toast to our neverafter
We could run in circles
If it means I won't be alone

So how am I suppose to hold on
When you're breathing for another?
I needed you to trust who I am
We're not getting any younger

I will drink 'til I can't feel the pain
I can feel it from miles away
Will I still love you like this when it's midnight?
Oh, oh, oh, oh
And all the little things that are killing me
But I can let it fit anyone
It becomes bittersweet that you've forbidden me
But don't you see that I don't wanna run
So don't act like it's all you have, saying
"I'll wait for you"

Don't need therapy to give clarity
Just don't wanna be alone

So how am I suppose to hold on
When you're breathing for another?
I needed you to trust who I am
We're not getting any younger
Silence is golden when I'm lying on the floor
The new year comes but I'll be lonely tonight
'Til you come back for more

I can't erase or change the past
But I'm not going to ever disappear on you again
It broke me every time

If silence (If silence), is golden (Is golden)
Then why do our world's collide
When reaching out for another?

So how am I suppose to hold on
When you're breathing for another?
I needed you to trust who I am
We're not getting any younger
Nothing is golden when I'm crying on the floor
The new year comes but I'll be lonely tonight
'Til you come back for more

The decade brings the clarity
Without you I am incomplete