Get Over It

(album: Drag Me Deeper - 2017)

Back on the shit
Had to pass on a bitch

She said show me the real you
I said I been trying
Open up my eyes
I just wanna get to feel you
I just wanna get bit a healing this pain
Eases when you call my name
No ceilings, killing insecurities
Blurry vision, no concern

I just yearn, the world could be burning
Outside the window, only see the flames in you
I'm the rain and you're the dew
In the meadow, crystal clear
The weather changes, I'm impatient
Double it up, its really never enough
I take it in and choke it down and only feelin a buzz
I bust pack after pack keep a stash in the back
I went overboard I don't know where I been at
And I can't even look at myself I been suffering
So much, I choke and I love it, don't give a fuck
About myself and I'm over it
Overdose, and I become a ghost
Of what I once was, I got one love
I got one life, but I don't even give a fuck about
A sunrise
And If I die tonight, I swing side to side
And hang by the pride, that I used to have

Once upon a time, I was fine, and my mind was right but
Now I'm only sad

Seratonin missing
I swear I never listen
Now I'm staring ceiling
I can feel it bout to kick in, since

I was 9 years old I knew right then I
Had no soul

Where was God at when he took my mama
From me, on my own
I been zonin, this hole in my chest is open
So wide open so deep
Interfereing with my sleep
Look in the mirror feel so weak
I'm

Stutterin and mumbling and running from the old me
Dope to cope, no hope, stay afloat, I'm so
Overloaded with these woes I'd hope its over
Noone knows it can't even speak right
Living this bleek life
Livin in the fast lane, blind no street lights

Hope you recover soon you need to hear this

Get the fuck over it you're so pathetic
Passed out in your bed I'll embed it inside of you
Until you see what's in front of you
And its more than a prescription
I can't cure the addiction but I can
Get you off your ass and show you what
You've been missing
So fuck that place you call home
Eviction notice I'm overthrowing
Your notion to stay broken
Hope you choke on emotion
From all these words that I've spoken
Until you can't even breathe bitch
I'm sorry you gon learn today
Look me in my fuckin face

Look at your self
Only give a shit about yourself, nobody else
Will be there to save you honestly I hate what you've become
Can't stress it enough depression sucks
I been there and I've done that
Thought about took a minute put the gun back
Put the bar above my head and then I unracked

But you lack balls, you're a weak bitch
Try to blame it on the past, no secrets
And I see that you're mad, but I mean this
I'm the voice in your head, I'm the demon

Give me a reason that I shouldn't beat
The fuck out of that empty head

Too late you've done that so much
You might as well be dead

Don't give a fuck what you think
You don't give a fuck what you mean

I'll rip that smirk off of your face
I swear its nothing to me

You live your life like a zombie
Walking dead like you're only
Searching for substance
You're under the water
You won't resurface

Get the fuck over it you're so pathetic
Passed out in your bed I'll embed it inside of you
Until you see what's in front of you
And its more than a prescription
I can't cure the addiction but I can
Get you off your ass and show you what
You've been missing
So fuck that place you call home
Eviction notice I'm overthrowing
Your notion to stay broken
Hope you choke on emotion
From all these words that I've spoken
Until you can't even breathe bitch
I'm sorry you gon learn today
Look me in my fuckin face