Misery Ave

(album: Solace II - 2019)

Lemme show you just how far I can go
I've been running away
The only road I know
Misery Ave yeah listen to that
That's the song of all the tears leaking out of my back
I've been back in a [?] nothing to feel
Used to by my solace now it's always stuck in a will
Write about it
My chest
I'm down and out it's the best
I'm drowning out with no vest
I mean to make you upset
Don't mean to make you upset

I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart right out to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free

Laying in the bed like who's the stranger I've turned into
I write it to remind me it's okay to have some issues
Mentally
That's the topic that I got some history
I'm scared of what to think
I'll keep it in still got my dignity
Internally I'm empty don't know if you could really tell it
If I wanna do the things I wanna do that makes me selfish
But these people need to understand my health comes first
Heaven seems so out of reach 'cause it's been hell on earth
Got some demons riding with me as I write this verse
I could crash into the wall or I could fight this curse
I know it's a losing battle you can't tell me shit
You don't know what's best for me unless you've been through it

I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can say
I guess I'll sit and waste away
I've been knocked down a million times
I'll see how strong I am tonight
I don't know what else I can do but pour my heart to you
I hope that someone just like me will come along and set me free