Hiding In The Dark

(album: Follow Me Into Hell - 2022)

Have you ever fell apart?
Tell me you know what it's like
Hiding in the dark always looking for the light

Have you ever fell apart?
Tell me you know what it's like
Hiding in the dark always looking for the light
I've been feeling so alone
I've been trapped in my mind
And it's all I ever known, I've been dying inside
I don't know where to start I got way too many questions
Leading from the heart I can't handle my reflection
Feel like no one's home way to look in myself
Try to do it on my own but I really need help
I'm falling

Here we go again it's just another sad song
Grab the mask and play pretend when everything is going wrong
You say it's okay but I don't know how to feel
Anything but cloudy gray so I take another pill
Leave me to burn I'm crashing down
I didn't mean to hurt you I'm lashing out
I don't think you understand it
That's some pesimistic issues been so hard to manage

Damn, I'm coming on done but I hang on tightly
Don't fall, is there anybody like me?
I need your voice to make it loud and clear
I've tried to drown the noise and face all my fears
I hide away but I'll find a way to make it out of this and I promise
I'll get away cause there's better days and hear that's what you said, but

Have you ever fell apart?
Tell me you know what it's like
Hiding in the dark always looking for the light
I've been feeling so alone
I've been trapped in my mind
And it's all I ever known, I've been dying inside
I don't know where to start I got way too many questions
Leading from the heart I can't handle my reflection
Feel like no one's home way to look in myself
Try to do it on my own but I really need help
I'm falling

Way too many nights to staring out into the void
I should jump but if I did another life will be destroyed
Maybe I'm useless
I'm just exhausted
I've been counting my loses, now found what the cost is
I'm down and low into the place I go
When everything is crumbling and I lose my hope
It's caving in so just hold on close
The storm is coming in, but nobody ever knows it
I don't have to show it
Listen to the paper that's the way I've been coping
Only damn roses, bring them to my grave, yeah
I'm sorry for the woes
I'll be strong another day

Have you ever fell apart?
Tell me you know what it's like
Hiding in the dark always looking for the light
I've been feeling so alone
I've been trapped in my mind
And it's all I ever known, I've been dying inside

Have you ever fell apart?
Tell me you know what it's like
Hiding in the dark always looking for the light
I've been feeling so alone
I've been trapped in my mind
And it's all I ever known, I've been dying inside
I don't know where to start I got way too many questions
Leading from the heart I can't handle my reflection
Feel like no one's home way to look in myself
Try to do it on my own but I really need help
I'm falling