Starting Over

(album: Radiant Dark - 2020)

These days I feel outnumbered, I can never get ahead
Always on the outside, forever looking in
I'm so ashamed of who I am
I try to pass the blame
Too afraid to face the truth
I push everyone away
Hollow, let me be whole again
Empty, drowning in my regret
Hollow, let me be whole again

Can I, can I run from my past?
Let go and start again?
All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive)
But I don't think that I can win this fight
Cut me free from my misery

These days feel like they're on repeat, I will never get ahead
Stuck in my own ways, I'm so used to giving in
Can I be a better man
And learn to live again?
I'd like to think I'm moving on
But a part of me is still holding on
To all of my nightmares
A never ending nightmare

Can I, can I run from my past?
Let go and start again?
All I wanted was to feel alive (Feel alive)
But I don't think that I can win this fight
Cut me free from my misery

Will I ever be anything
Other than my own worst enemy?
I keep searching for answers
What will it take to set me free?
Will I ever be anything
Other than my own worst enemy?

Change, I can change
Or am I better off this way? (Better off this way)
Show me how to get through another day
Can this be what I need (What I need)
To start over, to start over?