Eyes Wide Shut

(album: ILLENIUM - 2023)

I say I love you, but I don't
I say I'm fine, but I'm miserable

I'm dead, but you probably can't tell
Been scaling the walls of the wishing well
My head's in the sky, but I'm falling backwards, yeah
Night crawling, I'm wide awake in my dreams
Wake up and I don't know what anything means
We're completely different people than the people we wanted

Have we outgrown this city? I'm so tired
Of wishing I was somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide shut

I say I love you, but I don't
I say I'm fine, but I'm miserable
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you anymore
No, I don't get high off you anymore

Smiling into the mirror like a psychopath
Can't remember the last time you made me laugh
Drawing tears with my lipstick, you're the first on my hit list

Have we outgrown this city? I'm so tired
Of wishing I was somewhere different than where you are
With my eyes wide shut

I say I love you, but I don't
I say I'm fine, but I'm miserable
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you anymore
No, I don't get high off you

Have we outgrown this city?
Wish I was somewhere different from where you are
Have we outgrown this city?
Or have I gone missing in the dark?

I say I love you, but I don't (But I don't)
I say I'm fine, but I'm miserable (I'm miserable)
Oh, 'cause I don't get high off you anymore
No, I don't get high off you (I don't get, I don't get)
Anymore