Proud

(album: Touching Heaven - 2018)

Are You proud?
Am I walking on the path that You set out?
Up on heavens balcony you're looking down
And I've had my doubts
Are You proud?

Am I loved?
Most the time I feel like I'm not good enough
Its like I always find a way to mess things up
After all I've done
Am I loved?

Oh, to you see You smiling over me
If only just to know that You are pleased
Even though these winding roads have led me through the weeds

I wanna hear You say
You're good and faithful
Words written on Your face
You're strong and able
I wanna hear You say
Come to my table
I wanna hear You say

Were You there?
At the lowest of my life Lord did you care?
'Cause at times I felt like it was so unfair
When I was scared
Were You there?

Did You know?
How it felt the very first time my heart broke
When it seemed like I had no place left to go
Were you still close?
Did You know?

Oh, to you see You smiling over me
If only just to know that You are pleased
Even though this heavy load has led me to my knees

I wanna hear You say
You're good and faithful
Words written on Your face
You're strong and able
I wanna hear You say
Come to my table
I wanna hear You say
I wanna hear You say
You're good and faithful
Words written on Your face
You're strong and able
I wanna hear You say
Come to my table
I wanna hear You say

Oh, oh
Oh, oh

On that day I stand before You
Overcome by all you are
Filled with joy becuase I know You
Welcome me with open arms

I wanna hear You say
You're good and faithful
Words written on Your face
You're strong and able
I wanna hear You say
Come to my table
I wanna hear You say