Not Enough

(album: Remains - 2019)

This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me, no no no
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me, no no no

All my dreams are a jungle
Too real, lion awake
The bigger pie that you bake
Two lines are filling with plates
We just met
You act like I gave you keys to the gate
You not fresh
Your teeth is smelling like copy and paste, hey
You say it's love, why's it feeling so bitter?
See, I saw you in June
Your heart still thought it was winter
And I wonder if I could still
Give you a call
Yeah, they love you at the bottom
But they'll love it if you fall, aye
Riding in foreigns with Erik
Book it, we touring in Europe
Killing the game, they don't see it
Give me more orange aesthetic
Took what you had to say
Put it in this recipe
Certain kind of salt that is perfect for some history
Huh, I wonder will this feeling fade?
Do I do it cause I love it?
Will I love it if I break?
Do I do this cause I need to
Or so they can say I'm great?
The bigger that I get the more my pride gets in the way

This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me, no no no
I've been needing more time
More time, more time
I've been needing more time
More time, more time, more time (yeah)
'Cause this ain't enough for me

If it's got a price, I don't value it most
I don't value you more 'cause of your Louis or Vogue
I don't think of you less if you're working more than one job
Yeah, money feels good till you look at the cost
You can make some money back, but not time that you got
Used to spend my time smiling with my mom at a Ross
The biggest things I've learned have always come from a loss
Yeah, you're always spending time
Are you happy with what you bought?

This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me, no no no
I've been needing more time
More time, more time
I've been needing more time
More time, more time, more time
'Cause this ain't enough for me

I remember when I met you
Fit together like some textris
On some arts and crafts vibes
Got me cutting out my exes
Now it's harder when I see you
'Cause it's harder when I leave
Is heaven out of angels?
You're the only one I see, aye
(This ain't enough for me)
Working to make it work
What's to gain if it doesn't hurt?
Nothing's easy at any turn
Learn a lot when you're burned
See, the bigger that I get
The smaller that I feel
The more you focus on the wealth
The more you're losing something real

This ain't enough for me
(I thought of something real last night)
This ain't enough for me
(I thought of something real last night)
I just need a bit more time
A bit more time
A bit more time
Can you give me just a bit more time?
A bit more time
A bit more time

(It's not enough)
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
No no no
(It's not enough)
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
No no no
(It's not enough)

I'm tired of second guessing, only blaming myself
Don't be surprised when you're alone if you live for yourself
There's always something more
That's the feeling you bought
Seems like nothing's enough
Until you love what you got
Am I selfish for wanting more?
Greedy for giving less?
Every night another page on how this life is a mess
I got fears written down, can't bring myself to express
Like I fear I'm not enough
So they think of me less

This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me
This ain't enough for me, no no no
I've been needing more time
More time, more time
I've been needing more time
More time, more time, more time
'Cause this ain't enough for me