Angels

(album: Remains - 2019)

Is it the world I live in or is it the world inside me?
From the love I wanna see, does the anger inside of me blind me?
My fear has been increasing all our hearts have been declining
I've seen so many souls and vacancy is what I'm finding
Honesty is meaning less; being honest is meaning less
If you're not honest with yourself or gave myself and slay the rest
Now I'm left with what I see and all this scares me to death
Another day, another week, another death to digest
Gambling with my choices, I'm wondering where my blessings
I'm wondering will I overcome my deepest confessions?
We're here for a reason, someone answer the call
If you don't pick up when he calls you, he can't answer your call
Losing motivation when I fall
Suffocating in these walls, I say, "I'm fine," but not at all
All my time is overthinking what I'm thinking
While this world is slowly sinking
Will I end up sinking with it?
Will I grow the wings you give me?
This world ain't black and white, but we painting the hatred in it
If I showed my darker colors would you see me different?
We're running towards the light, but don't notice our tunnel vision
All my knees from all my sinning, hearing every angle singing, like

What are you scared of?
What are you scared of?
What are you scared of-of-of?
Why are you losing control?
From things you're not meant to control?
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

You don't got to be scared
You don't got to be scared
You don't got to be scared

Breaking down but no one sees it
Promises never keep 'em
Friends say, "Just live a little," but you're drinking for a reason
I'd rather feel the things I go through
Not have a drug I need to go to, yeah
We fill our cups in different ways in hopes that things will fade
I hope that you're okay, maybe one day I'll say the same
I know my price is paid for the stains that's on my name
But I need to do my part, it's up for me to walk away
God is being patient even though I don't deserve it
I'm learning that my purpose is to struggle and keep learning
I'm seeing blind people leading blind people
If you take away the thrones, you will see we all equal
I'm scared I'm losing strength
I'm scared I'm losing the ones I love
I'm scared I'm letting down the the man who tells me, "Don't give up"
I'm tired of feeling tired and my life is just beginning
My fears have been growing higher
Looking up to angles singing, like

What are you scared of?
What are you scared of?
What are you scared of-of-of?
Why are you losing control?
From things you're not meant to control?
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home
What are you scared of?
What are you scared of?
What are you scared of-of-of?
Why are you losing control?
From things you're not meant to control?
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home
Letting go doesn't mean you're not home

You don't got to be scared
You don't got to be scared
You don't got to be scared