Stalker

These days when you talk about me
Do you speak of my name
Like a fatal disease
I don't blame you
I'd hate me too

I fucked up in a trillion ways
Made you cry in the car and you spit in my face
But hear me out
I'm different now

I just wanna try to make it better
I just wanna go back to forever never
Meant to be that guy
But I need to make things right

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point

Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up the phone can you listen
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death

I don't know if I'd call it revenge
But it kinda makes makes sense when you fuck all my friends
Cause that's not fair
But I don't care

Cause I still think if I wait on your porch
And I hand you a rose when you walk in the door

You'll notice I
I'm really trying

Tryna clean the messes that I made up
Here's your living proof I never gave up I'm just
Tryna be that guy
Who makes everything alright

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point

Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up the phone can you listen
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death

I'd scare you for the night
Just to keep me on your mind

And I'll bring you to your knees
Have you crying out for me
Said you'd miss me when I'm dead

If I could find your apartment
I'd find the nerve to just barge in
Saying that I love you's not just noise
I would go to jail to prove my point

Kill for a chance at forgiveness
Pick up the phone can you listen
I just wanna be back in your bed
Even if I have to fake my death