Hard To Breathe

(album: Eighteen - 2018)

Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Hard to breathe
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me
It's haunting me lately
Don't know who to trust

Lately I been drowning in my own thoughts
Lately I been feelin down, so lost
Lately I been tryin to find happiness with somebody that treat me like I'm dirt, like I have no cost
Like I ain't worth nothin
Like I ain't someone special
I been battling my demons brawling with my devils
A part of me just wants to fall in love, go and settle
The other part of me wants to take this to whole new levels
I'm trying to inspire the kids, help my family out
I'm trying to be somebody that they give a damn about
I'm trying to be a better person but I'm sad and down
I'm drinking liquor till I'm stumbling and blacking out
Love is pain, such a shame. Sorry to my ex girl
Hopefully I get my shit together for my next girl
Shorty on my line, I don't want you for the sex, girl
I need someone to bring some life into my dead world

Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Hard to breathe (Breathe)
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me (Me)
It's haunting me lately
Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Yeah, it's getting hard to breathe (Breathe)
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me (Me)
It's haunting me lately, don't know what to do

Why the fuck you only call me when you drinking aye
Why the fuck we only hanging on the weekends aye
Why the fuck you getting mad, say I'm creeping, when you out here Wild 'n Out like Nick Cannon, I can't believe it, yeah
I think I have a tendency to push the people out my life
Let the ones that's bad for me stay in and yeah that shit's not right
That's just something I gotta work on man, I'm a work in progress
Another thing, I'm done with flexing, I'ma keep it honest
I'm through with getting on the record, talking all that shit
Exaggerating quite a bit
I'm the farthest thing from rich
And when I'm in the club, I'm not the person trying to steal your bitch
I'm the person trying to numb the pain that this business gives
Yeah, I'm just a man, I am far from perfect
I'm trying to give my mom the world cause she so deserves it
I'm out here trying to teach the kids that they all have a purpose
It's always deeper underneath the surface aye

Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Hard to breathe (Breathe)
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me (Me)
It's haunting me lately
Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Yeah, it's getting hard to breathe (Breathe)
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me (Me)
It's haunting me lately, don't know what to do

Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Hard to breathe
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me
It's haunting me lately
Don't know who to trust aye
Don't know why I'm losing you
Got no one to love aye
Been down here for something new
Yeah, it's getting hard to breathe
It's hard to breathe, baby
My past is just haunting me
It's haunting me lately, don't know what to do