Lucky Charms

(album: Feeling For My Life - 2021)

Same ceiling, different day, oh
I'm awake so
Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
Same lucky charms, in the same wall
Look for rainbows
But all the colors just go grey in the end

Wish I could say, wish I could say
That this won't last forever
But every day, but every day
It never seems to get better

I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to

Friends say that I'm dramatic
That I'm acting
Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
I never thought that this would happen
Kinda sad when
When all you got is just a voice in your head

Wish I could say, wish I could say
That this won't last forever
But every day, but every day
It never seems to get better

I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to

I don't wanna live my life like this
Going through the motions
I don't wanna live my life like this
Always feeling broken

I hate myself but I don't want to
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
I got some feelings I've been fighting
Always hiding the truth
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to
I hate myself but I don't want to