Shower

(album: Permanent Damage - 2023)

Both of us get in the shower
You said that that was our thing
Sitting down soaked for an hour
I'm underneath holding your weight
I wish we could stay there forever
Now I'm standing in here alone
Trying my best to forget you
Are you doing the same on your own
Harder than it was the first time
Cause this time you really are gone

I hope sometimes
When I close my eyes
And I open them that
You would be there
God knows I've tried
To leave you behind but
I'm wondering
Did you ever really care?
(Did you ever really care?)

I've never surrendered the power
'Cause who knows what trouble that brings
I get quiet the voice getting louder
Telling me that I'm nothing
Stop telling me it gets better
Just tell me that you'll come back
'Cause I just can't do this much longer
'Cause baby I'm starting to crack
'Cause I'm losing sight of the start line
And I don't see an end in this track

I hope sometimes
When I close my eyes
And I open them that
You would be there
And God knows I've tried
To leave you behind but
And I'm wondering
Did you ever really care?

I wanna leave, too hard to go
I'm stuck underneath holding you close
I'll try not to need you anymore
But when you're not here, the water's cold

I hope sometimes
When I close my eyes
And I open them that
You would be there
God knows I've tried
To leave you behind but
I'm wondering
Did you ever really care?
(Did you ever really care?)