Close To You

It's that time of the month when I pick up the phone
To give you a call
Sometimes I would think it'd be better if you didn't answer at all
But you do
So I ask about Boston and friends
Feels like we're in Allston at Union again
That time of the month when I pick up the phone
To give you a call

I wanna be close to you
I know that it's worth it
But what am I supposed to do?
'Cause it feels like we're either
Too close or not close enough

I know that we ended it all, said, "goodbye"
'Cause I moved away
We pushed away problems, ignored all our issues and I went to LA
But
Can
We just agree it was stupid and dumb?
'Cause when you talk to me it's like I'm still the one
I know that we said that we ended it all
'Cause I moved away

I wanna be close to you
I know that it's worth it
But what am I supposed to do?
'Cause it feels like we're either
Too close or not close enough

Then we hang up and it feels like a breakup all over again
And I want to tell you, so I write another text I'll never send
So I get up and go
I move on with my day
It was nice for a second like nothing has changed
Then we hang up
And it feels like a breakup all over again