Trenches

(album: Blessed II - 2017)

If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in them trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my ammo
Never see my day ones
Nah man never play none
Wouldn't be on my way now
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my

I don't really know man
Feel like I'm being haunted by an omen (omen)
I've been out zoning
I can't just enjoy where I'm at
All I do is sit and plan for attacks
All I do is sit and touch up my raps
Went too far man there's no going back
Best I can do now is try to adapt
Man, I'm so scared of losing what I made
I don't wanna go back to low wage
Work and then work and then work every day
So I don't feel like my youth is a waste
Working way harder than back when I started
Barely talk to my friends, I've been so guarded
Working so long I've been keeping away
Working, I wanna be highly regarded

Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches

If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in them trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my ammo
Never see my day ones
Nah man never play none
Wouldn't be on my way now
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless

Everybody really wanna rap these days
Man they all want fame, all want chains
Ain't nobody really wanna be an engineer
Enormously lame, shit that they fear
They all want an audience
All want a following
All want like 20K likes on their thoughts
All of the same, they think it's a game
Used to write songs in my classes
Kids would made fun of me cause I was rapping (Oh my God)
Talk about tears of a savage
Now that I took off all I hear was clapping
Same kids that laughed
Now hit me up ask for tips on their tracks
Crazy how life had to end up like that
Should've been nice when I started doing rap

Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches
Swear that my pain will be endless
Don't wanna be in the trenches

If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in them trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my ammo
Never see my day ones
Nah man never play none
Wouldn't be on my way now
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless

We in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my ammo
Yeah
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless
I'd be firing my ammo
Never see my day ones
Nah man never play none
Wouldn't be on my way now
If I wasn't making music, I'd be in the trenches
If I didn't have no fans, my pain would be endless