Fear & Intuition

(album: A Grey Area - 2023)

Staying in my old roommate's apartment
And saying I need balance
But this doesn't feel like balance
It just feels like less of you
I wish I could give you every answer
A perfect explanation
'Cause I hate to keep you waiting
Just like I always do

Don't know how to tell the difference
Between my fear & intuition
I've got one voice telling me to fuck it up
And one voice telling me to fix it
Don't know how to tell the difference
Between my fear & intuition
I've got one voice telling me to fuck it up
And one voice telling me to fix it

L.A. told me to listen to myself
Toronto said not to change
New York told me to fuck somebody else
I didn't know what to say
I've been tearing myself apart
To see what remains
What it means to follow my heart
Depends on the day

Don't know how to tell the difference
Between my fear & intuition
I've got one voice telling me to fuck it up
And one voice telling me to fix it
Don't know how to tell the difference
Between my fear & intuition
I've got one voice telling me to fuck it up
And one voice telling me to fix it

All our friends are breaking up
Or getting engaged
And I emotionally froze
Three winters ago
When shit went up in flames
And I'm sorry that I'm so all over the place
And I emotionally froze
Three winters ago
When shit went up in flames

Ooh, mm, mm, mm, mm