Nonsense Speaker

I try to ignore the hurt inside
And bit by bit, part of me dies
The smile on my face, is just a lie
A lie, a lie, I just can't hide

The blade of a knife that cuts so deep
The pain, the pain, I don't dare speak
I can't let you know, the way I feel
A secret I will keep

I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies are killing me
And you don't even understand
The things I feel or who I am
Try so hard to bring you joy
My heart is cold the flame has died
I hide behind the lie that has become
The new me

I toss and I turn, I just can't sleep
You're gone, so long, that's fine with me
I won't turn around, my mind is clear
But the wounds that you leave never heal

Now I know you'll never change
You got that same look on your face
And things will never be the same
Its over now and you're to blame
Twist the knife, I feel the pain
You hurt me but I won't complain
I'm like a fool, I'm smiling through the tears
A fool for you...

A trick of the light
Where am I?
Time fades away
Like yesterday

I don't need your sympathy
Your vicious lies, they're killing me
And things will never be the same
It's over now and I'm to blame
Can you do one last thing for me?
Put me out of my misery
I hide behind the lie that has become
The new me
The real me