Breakthrough

(album: Blissful Awareness - 2020)

I can't get caught up in the tides or the waves
I can't fall victim to procrastinated days
I'm trying to live, don't close the blinds, open up them shades
Lost in the dark, tryna find a light, tryna find a way
Tryna find a purpose through this pain, I press on
Feeling like I been here too long
Feeling like I left and abandoned the place I'm from, nowhere to call home
But I'm strong

(So, so strong)
I keep going
(Just keep goin')

Really ain't that hard to see, every part of me, won't let me hold back
I been on this odyssey, got God in me, the sun's to my back
I took a couple chances
Tip-toeing around the issues, dancing with the devil
Wishing for the best and hoping everything gets better
We done fell a million times but tell 'em we still get up
That's how the game is set up
I'll get battled 'fore I back up, screaming "Fuck the funny business"
Middle finger for the game, a nigga straddling the fences
I maneuver through this bitch like no mistakes, I'm moving smoothly
Just be quiet if you don't
You say you do, we make you prove it, I might lose it

(So, so strong)
Ay nigga cool it
(Just keep goin')

I've been making a way, never stray from the lake that I'm leading to drink
I refuse to believe in your force of will or what you think
Rather die on my feet than to live on my knees like all of them
I can read in between all the lines and see from where it stems
Heard through the grapevine all good things take time so press on
I just missed my deadline, it's almost show time so let's go
I ain't got no regrets, I ain't pressing reset or reload
God been on my side so will we survive, only she knows oh
Tell me where to go, how do I get home
When I wanna free my mind, mind, mind
I been gone so long they don't recognize me no more
It hurt my pride, pride, pride
Constantly calming me, giving you all of me
Fully not partially, I'm all in

I'm falling
So long, so long, so long, so long
I'm falling
So long, so long, so long, so long
I'm falling
So long, so long, so long, so long
I'm falling
So long, so long, so long, so long