Hate My Guts

(album: Hold My Love - 2022)

Caught up with time
There's no sweet escape
Guess you were right
Couldn't help running again, I

Place hopes on beginnings
Then choke on bad endings
No need to get your reasons why

There's only so much one heart can bear
I'm feeling it now that you're not there
I know it too well that I should just forgive myself
For fucking this up
But I still hate my guts

You tried all the keys
I kept changing locks
I wanna be free, throw myself out
But I'd rather not

Place hopes on beginnings
Then choke on bad endings
Just like the reasons I forgot

There's only so much one heart can bear
I'm feeling it now that you're not there
I know it too well that I should just forgive myself
For fucking this up
But I still hate my guts

I get that you wanted to stay away
And I'm sorry for losing you
Yeah I never meant for your heart to break
It took one when it's usually two
Oooh
It took one when it's usually two
Oooh

There's only so much one heart can bear
I'm feeling it now that you're not there
I know it too well that I should just forgive myself
For fucking this up
But I still hate my guts
But I still hate my guts