Afraid To Know (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: Gravity Happens - 2011)

I think about how
To finally overcome my fears
And I, I think about it all the time

You should know that I
Have tried everything I can
But I, I can't do it all tonight

And there's a part of me that wants to forget certainty
It never got me anywhere
And I don't mean to be doubting your sincerity
But, oh, this has been a careful girl's nightmare

I know you gave me the time I need
But baby it would mean everything
If you'd listen and not give up just yet

It's just that

It scares me that
I care about you
That I can't go a day without you
Oh baby can you show me how to let go?
I just want to feel this heart
Finally I'll be free to start
Out with you on a new road
Why am I afraid to know?

It's so much easier to keep myself from feeling what I do
But I just can't anymore
And I am terrified of loving someone unpredictable as you
But my foot is in the door, yeah

It isn't that my heart's not in it
In fact it's quite the opposite
and it's getting the best of me, oh
but I'll try, I'll try not to let it

It's just that

It scares me that
I care about you
That I can't go a day without you
Oh baby can you show me how to let go?
I just want to feel this heart
Finally I'll be free to start
Out with you on a new road
Why am I afraid to know?

There's something that I want
But I'm afraid to know just what
Oh, I'm afraid to know just what, oh yeah
I love you but it's just
I'm afraid to know how much
I'm afraid to know how much, oh

It scares me that
I care about you
That I can't go a day without you
Oh baby can you show me how to let go?
I just want to feel this heart
Finally I'll be free to start
Out with you on a new road
Why am I afraid to know?

Why am I afraid to know?
Why am I afraid to know?