Find The Sound

Life's a road that you follow till it's closed off
Pick a turn make a brake before the roads blocked
Many follow they don't really pick their own paths
Me I'm different see they welcome with closed arms
I just shrug em off tell em they can have it back
It's changes everything let me tell you tragic facts
Mates treat you different swear to god they think
Your changing in your brain you stay the same
And now you cant put up with fame
And once that paranoia settles in your barely goin public
Just to leave your fuckin suburb need to rally up an army
I mean hold my head high now I got them red eyes
Safe to say forget about a decent sleep or bedtime
I'm on my girls nerves always on the fuckin move
She thinks I change I tell her girl you gotta trust me too
I put lies right in front of her eyes your gonna watch me
Fall apart I got people judging my life but fuck it

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Tears come streamin down your face.
When you lose somethin and you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?

It's funny back in class teachers said I'm hopeless
They say they see potential but I lack the focus
Funny twist I was dreamin of this
I hope they see me now compare our fuckin payments and shit
Man I swear in the back of my mind
I knew it'd happen in time and now its actually mine
So does it mean what I seen was another sign
Or am I crazy and I'm searching for another rhyme
It's like theres two of me rapin what it'd do to me
All I've done is keep it real an now you see the truth in me
I ain't never mean to glorify drugs I just told you bout my road
And now the stories blown up,
But imma wright it out fuckin oath I'm (rhymin) proud
We can go together all you gotta do is find the sound
I'm not depressed nah that wouldn't be right word
In the studio I leave my mark and the mikes burnt

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Am I ever on your mind do you listen when I rhyme?
So far up never missin the design
Cause on the blueprint time yeah it moves quick
Try fit my shoes kid rumors never true shit
Jesus had his haters, haters let me know I made it
Crazy, crazy high I'm faded maybe abk be blazin
Blazin up a green batch me I got the weed dak
Tryin to be a man about it shit I got on thin cash
I ain't used to it its probably why I spend it quick
Rapin is my life I put that shit on everything
I look you in the eye if you admit that this is mine
They like to back stab like a shiv hittin my spine
I just pull it out sharpen it and thrown it back
Bulls eye hit the mark I gotta throw its black
You can stop the beat I gotta know its sinkin in
My life is crazy god reminds me that I wish for this

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Tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something and you cant replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste.
Could it be worse?