Let You Go

(album: Circles - 2022)

It doesn't even really matter what I've said
I can't take back what I've done
Memories they shatter in my head
Now I'm left with the thought of someone
That I used to know, that I used to see
And made me comfortable, now I'm in my apartment alone
It doesn't even really matter
What I've said, I can't take it back

I know you think I'm just a letdown, by the way
I know all the things you've done
You're screaming at me, "Fucking get out of the way
And go back before this had begun"
I'm sorry that I hurt you, and what all this has come to
I never meant to let this all slip through the cracks
I'm sorry that you couldn't be around for the day
You could hear me say

Never meant to let you down, never meant to let you go
You said you're going out of town, but I know you're headed home
Looking for a quick way out, I'm sick of being all alone
I'm sorry but I never, I never meant to let you go
I never meant to let you go, oh

It's hardest when you're in your head
And can't take back the words you said
Finally gotta give it up
I feel I'm getting out of touch
All the time that we have spent
Is now an empty pool of dread
I jump into the deepest end
Was never learning how to swim
Trying not to breathe it in
But lungs are filling up within
I'm feeling under pressure now
I've gotta try and breathe somehow
You know I never meant for this
It's all my fault, I will admit
I'm sorry that you're not around
To hear just how I'm feeling now

Never meant to let you down, never meant to let you go
You said you're going out of town, but I know you're headed home
Looking for a quick way out, I'm sick of being all alone
I'm sorry but I never, I never meant to let you go
Let you go
I never meant to let you go, oh