Fearfearfear

(album: Self Portraits Of Psychological Corruption - 2020)

Deep down, we're going
All the way this time
No sound to make this
Evil leave my mind
Intrude, external
Sources make me cry
Deluge of liars
I want them all to die

Nothing gets better
From chemical changes
They pick and they pull
Oh, the med rearranges
You are okay
You're not the strangest
You don't need pills
Each one deranges

Why do you haunt my fears as if
You were real
Why do you lick my tears and pretend
The tongue will heal
Why do you eat my heart and deceive
What I believe in
Why do you pull me in just to say
I'm some kind of heathen

Goodbye
You want to see me one last time
Shall I
Indulge the manipulator's cries?
Father
Who art in heaven
Hallowed be Thy name

No Father
You're not from heaven
You were birthed by pain

Why do you haunt my fears as if
You were real
Why do you lick my tears and pretend
The tongue will heal
Why do you eat my heart and deceive
What I believe in
Why do you pull me in just to say
I'm some kind of heathen

Deep down, we're going
All the way this time
No sound to make this
Evil leave my mind
Intrude, external
Sources make me cry
Deluge of liars
I want them all to die

Nothing gets better
From chemical changes
They pick and they pull
Oh, the med rearranges
You are okay
You're not the strangest
You don't need pills
Each one deranges

Why do you haunt my fears as if
You were real
Why do you lick my tears and pretend
The tongue will heal
Why do you eat my heart and deceive
What I believe in
Why do you pull me in just to say
I'm some kind of heathen