Someone Like You

I feel like...
I never wanted you to not be the one
Tried so hard, couldn't get that far 'till it all was done
Nothing's new up under this sun
And I find those words of advice I shun
Come back with a force and it weights a tonne

... Just give me a moment...

Nobody could have told me the end was near
Too many tears we spilled over nonsense
Going at it for about six years
Patience. Waiting. Put feelings to the side alright
But in the end everything reveals the truth shined, and showed me what I felt inside
You were not enough, though I tried to convince myself
Lost me to protect our future
Couldn't lose her, I'd be a loser
Cautious; didn't want to confuse her
Lead her on or later on abuse her
Straight retarded, no cue but, growing up now, no junior
And we're the further more we grow
Though we tried to amend this road, that
Happiness that we once attained through mutual pain is taking its toll
No go, so I gotta go
More "no"s then "yes", so I guess it's farewell to us in the grand scheme
The greater good is upon us, just being honest
I know it's hard but it's worse to pretend any longer we're stronger than we really are
The hallmarks and long talks between us divide us more than anything, far from what we really want
Want me though
I've been a [?] I'm selfish. what I need though
Loyalty, of course is what I keep so
Guilty conscious; hearts speak through the peep hole
Little Lucy still trying to confuse me
Do you really want to leave this one?
Better? Can't do better, settle down, the race is won
So caught up in the mess
The B.S., I can't see straight ping-pong
I aim to stay strong
I don't want to leave, of course I'm Trey Songz
But I got to go and I
Don't know when I'l be back
Probably never, to be honest
I'm on this road to find self, without you
I have to focus, no clue
How much I sacrificed love
No regress though
Just seeing the best way for us to move forward
Excuse me for going into the course...