All Lies

(album: The Friendly Ghost - 2018)

Now I'm back to the drugs
My heart beating
I got demons
Feel them creeping
I don't know if I can
Keep on living my life
Thought that I was strong
But turns out it was all lies

There are days
There are nights
When I just wanna die
And I make her eyes cry
When I bring it up
Baby you can take my hand
Trust that I'ma be a man
Even if I'm falling back
I won't give it up

I got pain and I smoke tryna numb that
When I fade nothing change I dont need that
I just want the dope
Roll it up and smoke it
I'm so done with lows
Can't get high so fuck it
I got pain in my brain I can't numb that
I have tried now for years and I'm still sad
I just wanna feel good
Do the things I want to
Change the world and help you
Girl I want to help you

There are days
There are nights
When I just wanna die
And I make her eyes cry
When I bring it up
Baby you can take my hand
Trust that I'ma be a man
Even if I'm falling back
I won't give it up