Chemical Release

(album: The Friendly Ghost - 2018)

You gave my life some substance
For the first time felt so lightweight
I could swear I was in heaven
To which you made me gravitate
You became my source of happiness
You offered me relief
Enchanted by the bliss
Full of dopamine

Every second spent with you
Felt just like a dream
Turns out it was a nightmare
Masked by chemical release

Every second spent with you
Felt just like a dream
Turns out it was a nightmare
Masked by chemical release

You took the color from my life
You're just a waste of life force
I see it clearly now
But it's still so hard to let go
I'm close to giving up
Life now seems so joyless
Give me one last touch
Fighting you seems pointless

Falling through the ground
The warmth of hell is tempting
The anxiety unbearable
I melt away to nothing

Every second spent with you
Felt just like a dream
Turns out it was a nightmare
Masked by chemical release

Every second spent with you
Felt just like a dream
Turns out it was a nightmare
Masked by chemical release