God's Hand

(album: Almost Normal - 2019)

I think I done seen it all, and I'm only nineteen
Do it for Prosper, he ain't get to live his dream
I swear this shit ain't what it seem
Went and bought a crib for the team
I won't do the pills or the lean
But I'm a fiend for the weed
I like to get high
Two J's to start the day, that's just to get by
Took a ten out the bank, that's just to get fly
Seeking revenge 'cause it ain't nice
When a kid cry, every day another kid die

What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But I'ma leave it in God's hand 'cause all of this God's plan
And I hear what God saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope, come back hard tan
In my mama apartment

These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that shit made me my own man
But I'm a strong man
Had to cut off my whole hand, I like it give
Even though they wouldn't do the same for me
Let's keep it real
Who could I call on for them video shoots?
I needed fits, them niggas had it
They ain't wanna give me shit
Them same niggas on they dick
But they don't think we know
All on that Instagram shit but they don't let it show

What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But I'ma leave it in God's hand 'cause all of this God's plan
And I hear what God saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope, come back hard tan
In my mama apartment

I always kept it real, I never changed how I felt
All them niggas showed their hand
That shit'll leave you by yourself
I smoke and think all by myself
I sit and think about my health
'Cause I ain't feeling like myself
Like, do I really like myself?
Like I don't really feel my hair
My lips too big, that's why they stare
I'm insecure, I know I am
But it's just me, no it's not them
I know I'm me but I'm not him
I try to see but I don't see 'em
I try to hear but I don't hear 'em
I'd kill 'em all before I fear 'em

What's understood ain't for everybody to understand
But I'ma leave it in God's hand 'cause all of this God's plan
And I hear what God saying
In the jungle like Tarzan
Watch that dope, come back hard tan
In my mama apartment

These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that shit made me my own man
But I'm a strong man
These streets made a man of me, a grown man
Beefing with grown men, that shit made me my own man
But I'm a strong man