Goner

(album: Grim Peaks III - 2021)

Yeah

Put my name in a death note
Yeah that's how it goes now
Dreams of a lost boy
Had to let them go down
Now I'm 24 and my life sucks
And I never tried drugs
Now I pop pills cause nobody ever liked us
And I don't even know what love feels like
Fantasize on how I'll take my life
Amphetamines fuck with how I breathe
And you can be just like me now

I won't live, I've been feeling like a goner
Always getting burned, now my heart grow smaller
Put that in the songs then I drop it like a bomber
So don't get offended if you made this monster
I've been thinking about the end like way too often
And I know my enemies want me inside a coffin
So I keep a gun on me, gotta proceed with caution
That's just how its gotta be, I got no other option

I know they missing the old me
I know, I miss him too
But we gotta let him die yeah
We will never get him back no matter how hard we try
I wonder where the fuck the time goes
It feels like I'm near the end
And now I might go, 12-gauge
Cobain, writing these songs
Will they even know my name whenever I'm dead and gone
When I'm dead and gone

Ah ah, ah ah
Ah ah, ah ah
Ah ah, ah ah
Misery is all I know
Ah ah, ah ah

I won't live, I've been feeling like a goner
Always getting burned, now my heart grow smaller
Put that in the songs then I drop it like a bomber
So don't get offended if you made this monster
I've been thinking about the end like way too often
And I know my enemies want me inside a coffin
So I keep a gun on me, gotta proceed with caution
That's just how its gotta be, I got no other option